Paramnesia

By Entities

On Novalis

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I swear I thought this dissolved but you have brought back the vision

The words I’ve said but cannot recall, absolved through the rampant illusions

Where do I stand today? I’m at the mercy of your frame of mind

Provide the clarity I need to hold stability

I think I’m torn between the space

Of truth and lies, the gap is blurring to the point of obscurity

Has the storm passed us by or just the start of a silent dissension

How time’s flied, but yet I feel so nostalgic inside, I that won’t forget this

In due time despite the fights, I want to see this all come through

We have come too far to break this down

In due time despite the fights, I want see this all come through

Stayed up to many nights only to realize this fantasy’s not real

Crushed within, my life is a sin, nothing can ever redeem me now

I have swallowed my words and stepped away from this, won’t interfere with the risk of a conflict

I know I need to recognize the truth from lies, don’t want to sympathize the sacrifice of my own pride

I’ve tried so hard to make this right, you never help me through consolation

The burden of unspoken words is wrought to bring us all astray

Is this the way that we’ll end this?

A lifetimes to long to defy the better moments that we’ll reflect on and make us sane