[Chorus: Kayla J]

All these things in my mind

Tryna find a reason, something to believe in

I've been dreaming, of a life

C.P.R. C.P.R

[Verse 1: Enova]

C.P.R. feel my heart thru the rib cage

All I ever did was pray to God to get paid

But most days I wake up its hard to explain

Why the people that I love wanna split ways

It's all good just don't ask how my day went

Cause in my hood people sell they kids to pay rent

And if you ever dare miss another payment

You get ya bones and ya blood mixed with the pavement

I seen a bird get its beak busted by a brick

The same kid that did it end up jumpin off a cliff

At first I wanted to ask him why he did what he did

Until I looked around and saw the ghetto project where we live

Im from where if it's freedom what you fight for

You end up gettin 45 years in the psych ward

Scrollin thru my iPhone

Runnin outta Serotonin

Runnin outta reasons why I should care if you notice

[Chorus: Kayla J]

All these things in my mind

Tryna find a reason, something to believe in

I've been dreaming, of a life

C.P.R. C.P.R

[Verse 2: Enova]

I've lived in neighborhoods I wish I didn't have to

Crooked Kids bringing live chickens to the classroom

And if the teacher told us that the homework is past due

We'd Hog tie his body down, force feed him cat food

Fast forward to the days in the white coat

Tryna turn my brain lobes to a bright light bulb

Eyes buried in the library goin psycho

Fallin asleep, head bob, no Sideshow

I'm in a system thats tryna tell me who I am

Fell down a hundred thousand times but I still advanced

Its hard to hold back the tears like I don't give a dam

So when I make it best believe it's camel suede in the Lamb

Just a glimpse at environments I been in

Sick of tryna vent

Sick of bein too afraid to be someone that I should been

A long time ago

C.P.R. tat my life on the microphone

[Chorus: Kayla J]

All these things in my mind

Tryna find a reason, something to believe in

I've been dreaming, of a life

C.P.R. C.P.R