Released on September 27, 2019

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[Verse 1: Enkay47]

Every day that I wake up I know that I don't belong here

And every time that I look back I can see it's been a long year

I don't know what's going on here, I look inside of a torn mirror

I don't know what's looking back at me, actually when I saw it became all clear

I can see that I'm empty, I just want somebody here to accept me

Why has everybody in my life left me? There is nobody in my life except me

That accepts me, I want somebody to love me for me

I want somebody to want me for me

You can tell me that you want me to be and I'll be that person

I know it hurts when everyone treats you like dirt

When you don't deserve this, you're feeling worthless

Why does everybody act like they're perfect?

When nobody's perfect

Why do you treat me like dirt when everyone's made out of dirt in the first place?


[Chorus: Enkay47]

And why do I feel so empty?

I don't wanna be alive

Why do I feel so numb

I don't wanna wake up

Lay me on my deathbed

Why do I feel so lonely

And I don't wanna take drugs

I wanna escape love

I feel like the only one, the only one

And why do I feel so empty?

I don't wanna be alive

Why do I feel so numb

I don't wanna wake up

Lay me on my deathbed

Why do I feel so lonely

And I don't wanna take drugs

I wanna escape love

I feel like the only one, the only one

Why do I feel so empty?


[Verse 2: Atlas]

Sometimes I feel, sometimes I feel like I'm the only one

That's struggling, trying to find my way

What is it that I will become?

I'm tired of running, running away from those I love and need me to stay

I'm tired of running, running away, why am I so afraid to fall?

When I haven't left the ground

To fall, when I haven't left the ground


[Chorus: Enkay47]

And why do I feel so empty?

I don't wanna be alive

Why do I feel so numb

I don't wanna wake up

Lay me on my deathbed

Why do I feel so lonely

And I don't wanna take drugs

I wanna escape love

I feel like the only one, the only one

And why do I feel so empty?

I don't wanna be alive

Why do I feel so numb

I don't wanna wake up

Lay me on my deathbed

Why do I feel so lonely

And I don't wanna take drugs

I wanna escape love

I feel like the only one, the only one

Why do I feel so empty?


[Outro: Enkay47 & Atlas]

Why do I feel so empty?

Why do I feel so numb?

Why do I feel so lonely?

Like I'm the only one

Why do I feel so empty?

Why do I feel so numb?

Why do I feel so lonely?

Like I'm the only one

Like I'm the only one

Like I'm the only one