apology - Intellectual

[Intro: histarkey]

Hi, Starkey

Ah, hah, ah, hah

Oh, ah, hah

Ah, hah, ah, hah

Oh, ah, hah

I'm so hurt

I can feel it inside my bones

It's so hard everyday to be alone

Yeah, nowhere to go

Can't keep my eyes off of my phone

I can't be myself no more

I try to talk you, slam the door

I don't know what to do with myself

And the drugs ain't working (They ain't working)

I think I need better help

Throw a quarter into the well

I just keep wishing for something better

I feel like I'm under the weather (Ah, ah, ah)

Bloodstains on the arms of my sweater (Oh, woah, oh)

I wish that things could just get better (Oh, woah, oh, oh, oh)

And I know I broke your trust more than once

And I don't know how to fix it (I don't know how to fix it)

Tell me all your feelings, I'm just tryna listen (And I'm just tryna listen)

And I know the pain stays still in your mind

And it's stuck like an image (Oh, woah, oh, oh, oh)

Got my hands all dirty with guilt

And I just don't know how to rinse it

And I don't know how to fix it

There ain't a point to dismiss it

It ain't the same and I miss it

Just bury me with the crickets

I know that it's hard to put up

With a dipshit

But I'm happy you did it