Tired of feeling like a lost cause

I’m crossed

When I’m standing up I can barely walk (walk)

Don’t talk I don’t wanna be social

Cause man I’m never really hopeful

Spit that shit in my vocals

I always told you

I’m a fucked up mess I’m just trouble

Sinking deeper in the rubble

Try to run but I stumble

I’ve been tryna go global

I’m now more than just local

But every single day inside my room alone I’m disposed of

I swear to god

Anxiety just always tryna be a bitch

Getting in the fucking way of everyday I fucking live

I just wanna feel okay it’s like the world just can’t forgive

I don’t wanna go outside I’m feeling fucking homesick

Culprit

All these drugs they fill my system to the brim

And I just don’t understand why the pieces fall where they is

Life’s a fucked up puzzle of wrongs turns and gin

I’m gone keep on fucking sipping until the white light comes in

I'm fucked up and I hate it

Every day I’m elevating

To the places that I’ve been chasing

And I’ve been getting impatient

I keep on running these races

But my legs get tired

I don’t know if I can take it

Everybody says my mind so fucked so just change it

Chemical imbalances inside my brain always raging

And motherfuckers just don’t understand the shit that I’m facing

I used to be that fucking kid who got his face in the pavement

And now (now-now-now)

I’m still the same

Geeky as a fuck but I’m not a fucking lame

I’ve done made my fucking name

Made a mark inside the game

Sad boy joy coming up for the fame

Third damn album keep on coming up with flame

You can try to stop the fire but you can not keep me tame

I’ve been through a lot of shit I done did this out my pain

And I got people tryna tell me I don’t deserve what I made

Like get the fuck out of my face

Who are you to tell me who I am

Lovesong loser just a very broken man

Always rapping about love bout them drugs bout them xans

I don’t even understand why the fucks with the kid

I’ve been tryna make this music make a gift that I can give

Every single damn day I’ve been hurting in my skin

I’m gone make it out this world I’m gone make it out this bitch

I’m gone make it out the life that got me feeling just like shit so