[verse 1]
I wake up in the morning, but it's pretty fucking hard
I think I'm getting better, but I might just still be scarred
My life's coming together, and now I can do whatever Haleigh's trying to leave again, but baby, I won't fucking let her
Nah, take those fucking bennies, put that knife up to your wrist
You were pretty bad then, but now you're worse in 26
Time to take no fucking shit, time to punch a fucking bitch
Your fucking girlfriend left, and you're depressed, you useless piece of shit
No, I won't get out of my head because I'm lucky I'm not dead
Yes, I OD’d, but I'm lonely, y'all don't know me or these meds
It's the only way I can cope with all the bullshit I've been fed
And I've been trying real hard, but still so lightly I will tread
Okay, it doesn't matter, anyways, I'm sure your life is fucked
I already did my job, and so now you will have no luck
And even if you do succeed, I hope you'll be forever stuck
And when you go to leave your house at night, you get hit by a truck
[verse 2]
I pound back at least three monsters to get through
Maybe you would understand if you were going through it too
Maybe you could understand everything you say isn't true
When it's fucking three a.m. and I just don't know what to do
You're so fucking broken, man, I swear it's getting old
Your friends are getting tired, and your shoulder's getting cold
Your stupidness is one of the reasons you will be alone
Fucking puppy in the woods will really never find his home
Maybe you're just a voice in my head that says I'm not enough
But I'm the voice in your head that says I had it rough
Whether it's my fault or not, neither of us should get hurt
Because both of us have cussed and screamed and done each other's dirt
You're just an asshole, sly and wrathful, at the same time shy and bashful
You act like you're all kind and shit, but you know that is not the truth
I think that’s just between me and you
You're just a fucking idiot who doesn’t know what to do