[Verse 1]
I’ve spent the last year
Trying to dissociate
With a drink in the tub
To sweat out all the pain
I manage my symptoms
But the crisis remains
With the world up in flames
I’ll relearn how to play
[Verse 2]
I curl my toes over the edge
Of a cliff above a canyon
Trying to hedge my bets
But love without loss
Is a layered attempt
At a life I might have
But don’t have to begin
It’s easy to distract
Myself until the end
From a choice I won’t make
‘Til there’s no options left