Don't feel like its worth it

I'm fully imperfect

I'm learning new ways

Behind closed curtains

I'm putting the work in

No recognition

Nothing I'm earning

An angel, a serpent

I'm falling to pieces

I'm truthfully hurtin'

These bridges I'm burning

The tables are turnin'

I feel new to this

I have been through it

I smile with bliss

Inevitably endin'

Ex said I been a dick

I smile again

Turn to new beginning

You tried

You failed

Yeah, you ruined it

I don't like to call em out

I didn't forget

I'm forgivin'

Know its better unsaid

I just hope that it ends

Working all night

To make this shit

I feel so empty

Like I should

I hope it comes out good

Cause

I feel new to this

I have been through it

I smile with bliss

Inevitably endin'

Ex said I been a dick

I smile again

Turn to new beginning

You tried

You failed

Yea you ruined it

I don't like to call em out

I didn't forget

I'm forgivin'

I feel new to this

I have been through it

I smile with bliss

Inevitably endin'

Ex said I been a dick

I smile again

Turn to new beginning

You tried

You failed

Yea you ruined it

I don't like to call em out

I didn't forget

I'm forgivin'

I think that im worth it

I might not be perfect

But that's okay

Everything gets better

I been under, under the weather

I know, it's whatever

I feel new to this

I have been through it

I smile with bliss

Inevitably endin'

Ex said I been a dick

I smile again

Turn to new beginning

You tried

You failed

Yea you ruined it

I don't like to call em out

I didn't forget

I'm forgivin'

I feel new to this

I have been through it

I smile with bliss

Inevitably endin'

Ex said I been a dick

I smile again

Turn to new beginning

You tried

You failed

Yea you ruined it

I don't like to call em out

I didn't forget

I'm forgivin'