Released on September 6, 2019

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(Verse 1: Emmy Jay)

Tales of a broken heart

Too many stories to tell, i don't know where to start

I always feed 'em with love but they let me starve

And I wonder why they always leave me in the dark

All they do is take, take advantage and take me for granted

All the pain really turned me into a savage

So I've become afraid to put myself out

The last time I tried to do it, everything just went south

I got trust issues, i could fuck with you

But it won't take long before I'm done with you

They told me that time heals but the scars remain

And since the first heartbreak, nothing was ever the same

I know I said I won't change but I really did change

And I put that on my exes, I cannot take a blame

Becoming cold hearted, in my chest it feels like a freezer

I always cut off when I feel emotions getting deeper

I got a choice to make, chill and get high as wiz khalifa

Or try to find a purpose like Justin Beiber

But I'm caught up in the middle, feel like I'm losing my mind

Losing sleep cause I'm overthinking all the time

My voice growing faint cause I've been screaming for help

I've been living in sorrow, I know the feeling so well

I really need a break, can someone ring me a bell?

After all this shit I hope I never try to kill myself yeah

And by now you should know that I ain't got patience

I ain't scared to fall in love, I'm only scared of getting my time wasted

Not the type to ever have a deep conversation

Friends can be snitches and it happens in most cases

I realize not everything deserves dedication

Yeah, yeah look, too many niggas jump in the game without preparation that's some crazy shit

Hard times can make the soul weak

The strength to carry on, that's what we all need

Life is unfair, that's how it's always been

And we all just tryna make reality out of dreams

I say, Hard times can make the soul weak

The strength to carry on, that's what we all need

Life is unfair, that's how it's always been

And we all just tryna make reality out of dreams nigga

Yeah