[Verse 1]

Look, I can really feel the pressure

I got way too many questions

Lately I just put my hands up

And pray to God for an answer

I admit it, I've been sinning

I'm just tryna make a living

Man I just wanna keep winning

I ain't even tryna fit in

They call me the best I feel like the worst

I feel like I'm blessed but maybe I'm cursed

When I'm feeling low get high as a bird

I feel like I'm sick I need me a nurse

I'm Tryna be clean, I'm stuck in the dirt

And I don't let em see the stain on my shirt

Nice guy but I feel like a jerk

You talking to me? I'm likely to curve

It's not because I don't like you

It's probably cause I'm not like you

I got a temper like a rifle

I go crazy when I lose my cool

Late nights rolling up a sixth

Light it up then I make a wish

When I'm cold I just need a kiss

Close my eyes when I feel the bliss yeah

[Interlude: Emmy Jay]

You know, people tryna make it look like I'm crazy..they tryna make me feel like I'm weird or I, I just don't fit in but I mean, I don't care man, I'm just being myself you know, I'm no the same with all of y'all, I'm a different person, I mean...

[Verse 2]

Maybe I'm just too different

Only see things from a distance

I get lost when I'm thinking

And that's the reason I don't listen

Cause I only trust my gut

Sometimes I rush especially when I text my crush

I gotta push my luck yeah

Look at me, what do you see?

I know you really gonna lie to me

I know the things people hide from me

I know the people who gon' ride for me

I can count em all on my right hand

I don't know the difference 'tween my friends and my fans

I don't tell nobody my plans

That's just part of who I am

Still prefer being alone

And people tell me that's its wrong

But it really doesn't matter to me cause I'm used to living on my own

I still prefer being alone

And people tell me that's it's wrong

But it really doesn't matter to me cause they only love me when I'm gone