Slowly breaking the deadbolt off the doorframe

Got stronger matches so they don't break

Can you tell that I'm

Showing off that my radar's looking lonely

The two empty glasses that I'm holding

Aren't gonna fill themselves

But now I'm losing grip on myself

'Cause you're starting to look like someone else

Got my hand in my pocket, mouth is always running

If I could see myself I would think I'm up to something

I'm not surprised this time

Just hope for the best keep your eyes closed

Try to listen for the scratch on the vinyl

Taking bets on my own survival

Being real, continuing the cycle

Next gen. revival of last week

Didn't think you could buy hope, but watch me

This drowning rivalling the lost city

And I'm seeing your eyes roll but I won't sit there idle

Got an infection, true, but it's not viral

It's in the waves and the shakes, it goes on for days

But it's worse when it's dry so

Just ride the spiral

Go out, charade and masquerade I'm not shy, you know

Say I'm fine with a a hand on the bible

Not the easiest way, it's mine though

But now I'm losing grip on myself

'Cause you're starting to look like someone else

And now I'm losing grip on myself

'Cause you're starting to feel like someone else

Got my hand in my pocket, mouth is always running

If I could see myself I would think I'm up to something

I'm not surprised this time

Got my hand in my pocket, something's always calling

And you're not who I thought you were, you're up to something

I'm not surprised this time

Sell me what you're sold

Scolding's getting old

Tell me what you're told

My defences hold

Something's always coming, so I'm always running

I think you're up to something

I'm always up to something