[Verse 1: emiweekends]

Estoy pensando y no puedo conectar

Todo el tiempo que no pude aprovechar

Y no no no, no lo sé

Pero nena, te quiero preguntar

Porque no entendés mi posición

De dios en esplendor

Y nuestra conexión te hace cambiar de dirección

Y esa conexión

Eleva nuestros cuerpos, nena

Hasta la salvación

Mi mente divida entre dos

Decido lo que quiero y no

No puedo explicarlo

Esa el diferencia de verdad

Vos esperas y yo no paro de intentar

Pero quiero despertar

[Chorus: Near]

I'm stuck here just as long as I keep falling

I know I made that promise but I'm stalling

It's all the pressure and the late nights up

So many deals that I can't keep, I'm tied up

[Verse 2: Near]

9th Grade, awakened to the pain

The start of a new era but this shit all feel the same

Lost my big brother now I'm latching on his chain

Coping with my cognition, a different vision a different lane

And now I'm feeling like my

Vision's cloudy, fill my mind with rain

Cohesive with the change

Wet brain stemming out I stretch my hands, father, to pray

Upon a different day

Hoping someone's hearing my cries and what I got to say

Father figures never raised me up

That liquor's never filled my cup, never gave no fucks

That's the difference between you and I

We're all servants here longing to die

But I've been wide awake

[Chorus: Near]

I'm stuck here just as long as I keep falling

I know I made that promise but I'm stalling

It's all the pressure and the late nights up

So many deals that I can't keep, I'm tied up

[Post Chorus: Near]

But now I'm wide awake

How many more mistakes

I'm wide, I'm wide

(I'm wide, I'm wide)

[Outro: Near]

I'm stuck here just as long as I keep falling

I know I made that promise but I'm stalling

It's all the pressure and the late nights up

So many deals that I can't keep, I'm tied up

But now I'm wide awake

How many more mistakes

I'm wide, I'm wide

(I'm wide, I'm wide)