Released on August 7, 2020

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Oh god

I think they’re all dead

I felt an otherworldly bang and then it all went black

Dear god

What will waiting for me

Oh god

I think they’re all dead

I felt an otherworldly bang and then it all went black

Dear god

What will waiting for me

I have been fighting for my life

Lights out

White smoke everywhere

It filled my lungs and suddenly I couldn’t see or hear

Overwhelming all of my senses

Incendiary intravenous extensions

White hot creeping through all my extremities

I fear that I’ve lost control

I am no longer in control of my body or mind

Something else is pulling at all of my strings

I seem to have lost all control over sensations now invading my body

Something has awoken in me, rising upward, spreading out, ever taking hold of me

I am becoming something semi human

Something taking hold of all my senses

I scream until my lungs burst

I tear at my throat until the blood flows forth

There must be some way to stop this awful pain that I feel over every inch of my existence

Blades dance across my skin as I carve away at the layers of agony

Ripping flaying get it off me oh god

I will not persist under the weight of all of this

As I can feel my bones splintering

My body is shaking

My muscles are aching

I swear I can feel the hands on my neck

I don’t know what is happening to me

Why can’t anyone help me

I think I’ve lost control over sensations now invading my body

Something has awoken in me, spreading out ever taking hold of me

I have become something that is not human

Something unknown takes hold of my senses