[Verse]:

Do I feel bad, or I’m blessed too

An insomniac, tryna sleep through

All the things that, obsessed my mind

Gonna pour Jack for the rewind

Sent the invites for the devils I

Locked myself, singing farewell

In a mansion without doorbell

My dispassion - is a key to satisfaction

And I guess

I’m a little dead-hearted

A little crazy

Should we get back to the point where it all started

It’s amazing

I keep gazing through storm and see a desperate bird escaping another form of containment

But I pray for her to sing for me again

While still aiming

[Chorus x2]:

What if I, what if I wanted to break

Choke little bird, hang it up on a stake

I’m singing alone as I walk on my own

Searching for place where I truly belong

[Verse]:

Are you real, or am I just dreaming

Thinking out loud, feeling spring

Beaming in my heart but nah

It’s an illusion concealing

Winter

I’m willing to filter all the negativity

Seal it under the pigskin but reality

Is a killer of dreams

So here’s my middle finger

To the world and those who betrayed me

So hate me greatly berate me

Innately hateful - is what the majority are

They obey the authorities, huh?

But I ain’t gonna listen, I keep truly missing

In my reminiscence the days when I’m a child, living in a less twisted

World, a so-called utopia, no humans allowed with their phobias, I said

Smoke that opium - a drug that gives you petroleum to keep walking the den

Facing hallucinations, you’re another patient, can’t withstand temptations

Isolating from salvation and diving deeper into depression

Amen

The Lord is dead, no issues of fact

We’re alone, simple as that

Though my guardian angel is laughing in front of a danger

Athena, I love you for ages

Despite all the outrageous changes

Push you against my hips just little closer, I’ll kiss you by the lips

Grab me by the shoulders, music’s getting lower

This is not for real, I am just a loner

I’ve made up ideal, my sickness’s never over

[Chorus x2]:

What if I, what if I wanted to break

Choke little bird, hang it up on a stake

I’m singing alone as I walk on my own

Searching for place where I truly belong