Reflections

By eMeX

On To Be Determined

Released on June 7, 2019

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(Intro conversation)

Okay, look I should prolly tell you this

Ain't nobody better here than me

No disrespect to Drizzy, Cole, and shit

I had to start comparing me to me

Say I won't make it, that's just make believe

Niggas gon hate and talk, just let me breathe

Women want parts, they know it's vacant-see...

I just want art, vacation in Belize...

I just wanna spark your faith, and blaze the tree

No I don't smoke, I might just change the scene

I was on pace, I'm running now it seems

Running in place I had to break it, see...

I finally started chasing all my dreams

Pardon my back if you ain't part the team

I'ma be Rich or Dead on PHG, yeah yeah...

I gotta get it- that's by any means, yeah yeah...

But you could bet it all on me...

Don't sleep, and don't stall on me...

Pick up the phone, call on me...

Don't trip, yeah you could fall on me...

If it's love then it's all on me, yeah yeah...

Now all of my reflections, looking back at all my lessons, had to stop the second guessing, baby...

It’s too late to question, had to keep in my direction, take a look at my reflection, baby...

Okay look, I remember sleeping on the sofa

I remember mixing it with soda

I remember drinking til it's over

I remember when I wasn't sober

I remember foil for the cable

No more than room for two up at the table

Mom and Daddy hardly kept it stable

I remember thinking that's a fable...

I remember when we just wasn't able...

Love kept shit alive, I couldn't save you

That fucked up my pride, I couldn't blame you

Stuck up summer dimes, I couldn't change you

Luck once running dry, now the shit painful

I could run and hide... Look

I could run and hide, I'd rather not

Turn shit up and ride, open the top

Shit I wonder why, matter fact I lied

Fuck it, drink and drive, praying I pop...

I could run and hide, I'd rather not

Turn shit up and ride, open the top

Shit I wonder why, matter fact I lied

Fuck it, drink and drive, praying I pop... Ooh yeah