Ei Yo

I'm feeling kinda down

Whys that? maybe cuz' it feels like nobody's around

I know I got my ninjaz repping Georgetown

And art regardless in the city or a town

I just got this mood, I don't know why

Thinking why I should even be alive

I've been this Wey before, don't act surprised

Easy exit with some codeine and a knife

I just wanna quick route to the ground floor

Sorry I'm not good enough if you wanted more

Drink a little bleach, then lock the door

I'm a piece of shit, why the fuck am i living for?

Everything sucks, I'm going insane

Feel like taking a shotgun to the brain

Yeah i'm still smiling, cuz' you think I am playin'

Cuz' I guess its mandatory to laugh about pain

Feels like I wanna kill myself (ei)

Don't wanna fuckin' live no more (come on)

Feels like I wanna kill myself (ei)

Dont wanna fuckin' live

The shadow of my heart is dancing in the darkness

The weight's just too heavy to hold

You say that no one gets you

Dismay made you detached from the world

I know x2

I've had it with trying to go on like this

Feels better when I muthafuckin bruise my fists

Write a note to my dear friends, who i'll all miss

Then drag a razor across my wrist

Its a bliss, thanks to all the violence that I saw

No pain, it's like switching the lights off

We learn till we die, so this is my score

First flying lessons from the 29th floor

The world is nice and beautiful, sure, but

Don't need the lift or stairs, I will use the shortcut

Or turn the stove on, have gas torqued up

Go to bed with the windows and doors shut

Dont cry, don't cry, it's gonna be alright

It's not your fault, but hey, at least you tried

I love you all so much, so let it go by

Cuz' this will be my last goodbye

Feels like I wanna kill myself (ei)

Don't wanna fuckin' live no more (come on)

Feels like I wanna kill myself (ei)

Dont wanna fuckin' live

The shadow of my heart is dancing in the darkness

The weight's just too heavy to hold

You say that no one gets you

Dismay made you detached from the world

I know x2

I've done all that I will

I'll pop a couple pills then i'll go

I'll go x2

I've shared all that I know

I'll jab my veins slow then i'll go

I'll go x2