Released on July 14, 1998

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I am left here my memories are haunting my every thought

I see her frail womb stripped of it's innocence

The measure of judgement I long to carry out

I feel so helpless, not my will but yours, God

I can hear you laughing, your perverse comments

Disrespecting my love, disrespecting my love


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Headlines read: victim of rape found this morning, no life in her

Is this happening?

Is this happening?

Is it her?

No, God!

No, God!

Your thoughts become reality

Your actions unbelievable

I wish I was there, was there to help her

My love pours out for her!

My love pours out for her!

My love pours out for her!

My love pours out for her!

On my knees, here I lay

For you God, build within my strength!

Take this cup from me, God, I cannot bear it!

Transform my hatred into your love!

Why must I love them, because you loved them, God

I embrace you, her, I embrace them

Unsilence my forgiveness

Through the word I can clearly see

You love them as you love me, why can't I see?

Why can't I see?

Why can't I see?