[Chorus]

I'm failing the test of life

I have no hope anymore

All my mistakes combined

For a low score in the end

[Verse 1]

Gotta escape the stress, makin' me stay depressed

Every day take the test of life, do it the best of my ability

I don't wanna really justify what I'm feelin', B

Prolly say I'm blessed to find a meal and drink

I guess that I'm just really weak

Rest my eyes when feelin' bleak

Can't touch the sky, ceilin' impedes

Willfully throw my hеad in a guillotine

Got this will in me, wanna feel and see death

Wanna stick 'еm up and then die like a killer bee

Got a million legs like a millipede and still can't stand up

Skillfully craft, but I will still man up

Willingly rap, but I still feel handcuffed

A real deal? Yeah, bruh, gimme the pen

'Cause my dad has cancer, they keep going in

But it keeps coming back, I don't really care

'Cause we need that cash 'cause we chokin' for air

Need to breath bad, there might be a relief

One day of the pain, I'm unleashin' the beast

Don't wanna say it but I'm prayin' that I can at least

Score a way above grade in the end, I have sinned

Therefore, I repent, but they done wrong to me

And there more innocent? That don't make any sense, damn

[Chorus]

I'm failing the test of life

I have no hope anymore

All my mistakes combined

For a low score in the end

[Verse 2]

Maybe I should just die, maybe set myself ablaze

Or go back through time, so I can help myself and say

Something to change the past and I can check my health and may-

Be make sure I turn on the second road today, but

Not even Novocain injected to the brain could help the pain

Suffocate myself with cellophane

When will it stop? There's no tellin', man

I'm willin' to pop, instillin' pain to just the kill the brain

I'm willin' to flop, I will inflame every page

And I'm willin' to stop, the deal, the game, skill, the fame

If it really will block the feeling, 'kay? I'd give it all up

Every pill I take is a real mistake

Just instills my fate of never feelin' great

Gettin' operated on while I'm still awake

What is real or fake? Can't tell, but fate still awaits

I can feel a way about it but

Only time can tell what's next for Embis

Told you I prevail, got unfinished business

Shout out Eminem, JID and Kendrick

Can't forget XXXTENTACION

Tryna take your legacies and pass it on

Can't focus on the goal, need some Adderall

Tryna add up all the good in my mind

To make some something rad is all

That I want, adda boy, yeah

[Chorus]

I'm failing the test of life

I have no hope anymore

All my mistakes combined

For a low score in the end