7th

By Emay

On Ilah

Released on February 21, 2017

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[Chorus: Casey]

I fantasize about you all the time

You say you was an adult [?]

I fantasize about you all the time

It goes into the morning [?] the night

My anger is [?]

My anger is [?]


[Verse 1: Emay]

Emptiness, I'm at an open bar

It's hard to hold ajar, it's so bizarre, I'm trying to close a scar

I sat in rubble below the stars

Aladdin troubles but no Jafar

Dreaming that I could overthrow the czars

But the road is far and I ain't known to spar

For now I hoard endorphins

The distortions I import are more important

Watching sports and forced that I'm endorsing

I'm getting it through ignoring wars and orphans

More endorphins...

Bring it on as long as I am cheered

As long as I just go along and I am cleared

Of any guilt, of any filth for long as I am here


[Chorus: Casey]

Moon won't you come [?]

[?] and move over

I've got a few [?] cracks in my shell

Tracks in the wall that I

See you live longer

With none of my help

It's all in the self

I fantasize about you all the time

I fantasize about you all the time


[Verse 2: Emay]

God knows I'm crooked, Owen Wilson

Satanic anaconda, no one kills him

Fanatic and a monster, ripping apart his armor

Spitting upon his honor, no one fields him

Can barely pay a bill without assistance

They say they start to build and start a business

I'm not a Donald Trump and my opponent's

More of a clown, a Ronald, stuck in my atonement

And so is he, but he can feed his family

While I'm sitting chilling tryna seek the Grammy

Fucking bills... if only I could hire Uma

Get my mom a mansion in the clouds riding flying pumas

People picket our picket fence and try to sue us

Quite the dream but I'm incompetent

And lack of accomplishments to fight the [?]

R.I.P. to all his confidence from 1991 to present day

Social status: static where the peasants play

Nonexistent, pray I make the 7th day


[Transition: Erika May]

Who we were

So beautiful together

I know you remember me

Who we were

So beautiful together

Who'd you please, please, please


[Verse 3: Emay]

Am I to blame for all my imperfections?

To be in shame for all the things to jest in?

If that's the case I'm base, I've been the bested

From moving against the fate the wind suggested

If God already knows my destiny

Then what's the point if he controls my entropy

And why is there an entry fee to enter heaven?

I can barely can get to three, forget the seven

All I see is sixes tripling, they say be grateful

Boy is that a fickle thing, I'm hateful

Disgraceful heart was smashed against the table

I'm a labeled piece of plastic in a fable

A fatal leech attached to any halo

A blade unleashed I'm slashing any angel

Yo, this a clash of many angles

This is a man abashed the semi-faithful

In an attempt to detach a heavy cable

To self determine, hope the levee's able

When I was young I wished I wasn't black

They called me sister dung, and cousin plaque

Degraded though I know it wasn't facts

He fought a world that tried to hold him back

Don't hold him back


[Chorus: Casey]

Moon won't you come [?]


[?]

I've got a few [?] cracks in my shell

Tracks in the wall that I

See you live longer

With none of my help

It's all in the self

I fantasize about you all the time

I fantasize about you all the time


[Outro: Erika May]

Who we were

So beautiful together

Who'd you please, please, please?