Feeling Again

By Elyse Shackleton

On 21 Days

Released on September 21, 2020

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[Chorus]

I know what it meant to the both of us

Didn’t think I’d be dwelling by now

Closure seems odd after such long heartache

And I’m scared of not remembering how it felt

I’m stuck between

Holding on and knowing I’ll have to keep moving ahead

I’d like to get some sleep, but

What do I do if I never find that feeling again?


[Verse]

Nothing felt like home the way you did

What if it never feels like home again?

Even with all that’s in front of me

My headspace is filled with history

I find that home sweet home is back in time

I know I have to change and I’ll be fine

But when I think of all the things we felt

I don’t want anything else


[Chorus]

I know what it meant to the both of us

Didn’t think I’d be dwelling by now

Closure seems odd after such long heartache

And I’m scared of not remembering how it felt

I’m stuck between

Holding on and knowing I’ll have to keep moving ahead

I’d like to get some sleep, but

What do I do if I never find that feeling again?


[Bridge]

And you’re the one I picture when I picture my best case

You’re the one I’d run to if I knew that I’d survive the chase

Yeah, it always feels like this, I know there’s a reason why

But I’m scared that my best years have already passed me by

So tell me as the future comes that we can reminisce

Convince me, promise, tell me I won’t be alone in this

I know we have our paths, should let the past stay in the past

But I can’t stand the thought of forgetting all of it


[Chorus]

I know what it meant to the both of us

Didn’t think I’d be dwelling by now

Closure seems odd after such long heartache

And I’m scared of not remembering how it felt

I’m stuck between

Holding on and knowing I’ll have to keep moving ahead

I’d like to get some sleep, but

What do I do if I never find that feeling again?