Released on January 27, 2023

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When you called me up you were high as a kite

You thought I was home, it was midnight

When you told me you loved me I knew you were lying

But I wanted to believe that things were alright

For once in my life that something was mine

Too good to be true, you were just passing time

So pack up your things and set out to leave

Two years in boxes, it don’t mean a thing

All that’s left is the bed that we shared on the floor

You said you werе bored of me, you wanted morе

Then you went away in the back of a car

I’d still drive you if I could, it’s not that far

I remember when you said I’m good

That you thought I was living like everyone should

So if you changed your mind when you realized

Who I really am, well then I’m not surprised

Because I’ve been reduced to some drunken mess

In your eyes, I wish I could say I don’t deserve it

I held you like smoke in the back of my throat

Then you left all the same, left me to choke

On my pride and my fear and my horrible mind

In our empty bedroom you told me goodbye

So that we could go home to out separate beds

Left a hole in my chest where you once laid your head

So go on, I don’t need you, your form in my sheets

Was a ghost I was chasing but I couldn’t keep