Released on June 2, 2023

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[Verse 1]

If I sit by the river

Maybe the answer will come to me in a vision

So I'll close my eyes on the train

And daydream a new life by myself in Berlin


[Pre-Chorus]

And if I knew, if I knew

That everything I did would matter so fast

I would do it all the same

'Cause I'll never grow up, but I'm losing my hair

And it doesn't matter if I'm going nowhere


[Chorus]

If I stand this way maybe I can make myself look thinner

If we all quit the game, everyone will feel like a winner

And I'm holding your hand еven though it's going ice cold

'Cause I'm lazy and I know

What happеns if I let it go


[Verse 2]

And if I wait by the river

Maybe its sound will numb my aching nerves like a drug

'Cause I'll never grow up, but I'm losing all my hair

Repeating to myself that this time I've run out of air


[Pre-Chorus]

And if I knew, if I knew

That everything I did would matter so fast

Maybe I'd've pushed up on the glass

'Cause I'm losing but mind but I don't t think I care

My river flows, but it’s going nowhere


[Chorus]

If I stand this way maybe I can make myself look thinner

If we all quit the game, everyone will feel like a winner

And I'm holding your hand even though it's going ice cold

'Cause I'm lazy and I know

What happens if I let it go


[Outro]

If I stand up straight maybe I can make myself feel better

If I don't move today, I can just blame it on the weather

'Cause you're holding my hand even though I wanna let go

'Cause I'm lazy and I know where my river really flows