Released on November 1, 2019

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[Verse 1]

730 days of craze

The risk that I won't take

Are the images that are burning in my brain

Vendetta's that I won't get over

Grandad's who just won't go sober

Hitting me like a granite boulder


[Pre-Chorus]

Life or death situations

The infernos of fustration

That I wasn't ready for

I mean who could be ready for

The lessons I'm learning

It's happening while the world's turning

But there's still so much in store

So much in store


[Chorus]

I'm different than I was

I don't know what's the cause

Thinking that it's me

I'm my greatest enemy

All the shit that I've been through

It's starting to leave a bruise

It hits me like a ton of bricks

It made me different

It made-


[Verse 2]

All of the family issues

Empty box of tissues

It got you questioning yourself wondering if your still you

The months of heartbreak

You don't know how long days take

Until your being burned at the stake


[Pre-Chorus]

Life or death situations

The infernos of fustration

That I wasn't ready for

I mean who could be ready for

The lessons I'm learning

It's happening while the world's turning

But there's still so much in store

So much in store


[Chorus]

I'm different than I was

I don't know what's the cause

Thinking that it's me

I'm my greatest enemy

All the shit that I've been through

It's starting to leave a bruise

It hits me like a ton of bricks

It made me different

It made-


[Bridge]

A fool for love

It made me so cruel to love

It got me on the balcony ready yor jump

It made me a fool for friends

It made so cruel to friends

It made me heartless, brainless and empty not knowing what I want


[Chorus]

I'm different than I was

I don't know what's the cause

Thinking that it's me

I'm my greatest enemy

All the shit that I've been through

It's starting to leave a bruise

It hits me like a ton of bricks

It made me different

It made-