Released on June 28, 2018

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I don’t feel guilty anymore

My conscience has decided to free me and end this war

But even when those thoughts are through and I’m lying skin to skin with you

There are too many piles of dirt to sweep under the rug

And not enough rugs to sweep them under

There’s nowhere for this dirt to hide

No space for all this hurt to die

And even if we kept it out of sight

We are too full of light

No fabric could cover such a lie

I can’t believe the pain was real

I fought for my conviction and refusеd to heal

But even whеn those nights turned into day

Our bodies still ablaze

The covers would pull us under

There’s nowhere for this dirt to hide

No space for all this hurt to die

And even if we kept it out of sight

We are too full of light

No fabric could cover such a lie

Was there something I should’ve done

Something I should’ve said

Now everything is dust

Everything is dust

Somewhere we had been

Somewhere once before

The tree where we hid is hiding us once more

There’s nowhere for this dirt to hide

No space for all this hurt to die

And even if we kept it out of sight

We are too full of light

No fabric could cover such a lie