Released on October 15, 2019

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[Verse 1]

What’s goodie?

The heartbreak and the bully

Psyche rewired from ways you used to pull me

Away from what’s real

I didn’t know how to feel

Reactions of any sort seemed to be an ordeal

‘Cause you won’t having it

No remorse, me forced to be a savage bitch

Thankful I got the balance

So I now hold the phallus

And the testes, for those tryna test E

Worried who tryna test me

Wishing I could just rest, see

Yet you stayed on a hundred

Forreal, no need for frontin’

Wreaking havoc

Every dose left another one blunted

I saw it in your cereal

You gave me the bowl

Now I cry over spilled milk

That shit’s getting old

That woe is me, old as can be, come notice me

Always need someone gassin’ or I’ll remain on E

The grown take responsibility and make a change

I can’t blame you anymore, so you should do the same

Loving all of the control, all the complacent drama

So tell me, are you facing demons or you facing karma?

Cycles are infectious, I heard one man say

The only way to keep it is to give it away

Hey


[Hook 1]

Remember misery’s where you dwell

And you were giving me hell, paid it forward for the cornered and the tortured

The trickle effect is building a well

Every word spoken put out a spell

Never got tired of the tension

Or the stress, but I’ve strengthened

Hitting bottom calls for ascension

Heart on my sleeve

How could you ever forget?

The way that L will fit, I’ll never forget


[Verse 2]

Aye you

The one that kept fucking with curiosity

Made a mockery of yaself, so now they mocking me

All in the name of love

Or was it all in ya mind, the way you set it up?

Disconnected from reality

Swore you could fly, you met gravity

Took his hand, got calloused, see

Shining star’s a white dwarf up in ya galaxy

The bio you read, it was a fallacy

Just saying, lil mama, so don’t be mad at me

Subconscious calling, but you already all in

Told him he trippin’, but you ended up fallin’

He came and he went

Like he nutted and took a piss

Bounced out on ya ass

Now you wanting to get revenge

Nah

Know when it’s best to ride with the unknown

Signs were there, you detoured each one you came up on

And that’s the cost of learning this life

Thinking they got ya back, but they the ones with the knife

And that’s typical, right

Say you not using ya mind

Yet we have all managed to get nicked, cut up, or sliced

And I mean quite a few times

Scars remain, but you fine

All those diamonds were really just dimes

And that’s fine

So now, look up to your destiny

‘Cause all of what falls in line is what’s meant to be

First line, you’re golden, find the lining, it’s silver

I’m just saying to remember who’s in the mirror

It’s me


[Hook 2]

Remember you was giving ya last

And you was giving ‘em ass, not for lust but for love

Made it moreso a right, not a privilege to ask

Didn’t even wanna touch yo ass

Giving it all, got too high

They let you fall

But you knew

The love they had, diminished

Yet those big heads grew

Heart on ya sleeve

How could you ever forget?

The way that L will fit, I’ll never forget