[Verse 1: Taelor Gray]

Yeah, look

I've been in my own way, closing off the area

Grab a couple spray cans tagging all my barriers

It's beautiful to change

It's beautiful to grow into my name

You open up your mouth and they don't look at you the same

On that new way, time moving like Usain

No time for no Q&A

They still drinking that Kool-Aid

I'm half dead when I woke up

Like I done dreamed the whole thing

Find me picking my hope up

I left behind them old things

I be seeing all these rappers sing along with choirs

When I came up on them choirs

Man I gave up on them choirs

The same song is haunting me I stay up when it's quiet

Look my prayers hit the ceiling 'til I'm face up to them giants, go head try it

You gon' take me there, circumstance won't wish it on my worst homie

Everything gon' fall apart, still holding on and you first told me

You first told me to live, and I responded by stealing from you

Forty pieces look real good, my stash full of that silver for me

That fast money send killers for me, I won't last the weekend

But Sunday keep on coming, and these people need a preacher

I guess I got these vocal chords, though I look like Voldemort

You'd scatter if I showed you more, trust me I still know the Lord

[Chorus: Taelor Gray]

I'm just tryna be human, why I always gotta prove it

Tired of looking so perfect for you, maybe you can see through it

Maybe I'm not perfect to you, maybe more like Judas

Maybe I should just let it ride and find a way to get through this

[Post-Chorus: Christon Gray]

Don't know what I'm feeling at the moment, but I know I'm gonna be fine (Be fine, yeah)

Surely I been reeling at the moment but I know that I'm gonna get mine

[Verse 2: Christon Gray]

For the very first time in my life, I love who I see in the mirror

Mirror on the wall I be like, nothing about you is mere

Fairest of all of them, cherish the call on my life

Miracle might be a mural, jump off the wall like I'm Mike

Now I be wronging my rights, now I be doubting my fears

Crying a fountain of tears, last time I called her my wife

Last time I told her goodnight, last time I slept in my bed

To hell with these nightmares, I'm like Jesus I wept and I bled

Yeah I fled like I'm Jacob, broken leg like I'm Jacob

I think she left cause she's afraid of

All that baggage that I gave her

I got too much love to hate her

That open door, I'll see you later

Oh Lord, I'm callin' on my Savior

I might just fall in love with Shana

I might just slide into my DM's, find me a female and a feature

Struggle from AM to PM, shoot up the label when I see them

(Straight up)

[Chorus 2: Christon Gray]

I just wanna make music, what I gotta be Jewish

Fake ones, I see thru 'em, it's Jacob and Judas

I just wanna make music, I just wanna be human

All of us just human, find love then lose it

Weight on your shoulders, I don't know what to do with

Tell me what we're doing, I don't know what we're doing

[Post-Chorus: Christon Gray]

Don't know what I'm feeling at the moment, but I know I'm gonna be fine (Be fine, yeah)

Surely I been reeling at the moment but I know that I'm gonna get mine (Get mine, yeah)