Changing

By Eldoubleuu

On Lost

Released on January 16, 2020

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[Intro]

Raspo beats. yeah, yuh, aye


[Verse 1]

I wake up tired every day

Hoping my life won’t stay the same way

I go to school walk in I have nothing to say

Walk around in silence while seeing everyone’s face

It’s before school I look plain as an oak

Always around by people who all they do with poke

Fun at me like what the fuck I just awoke

And teasing me I don’t care if it's a joke

Why is this shit so challenging like everyday why is it so hard

Did all of their sanities really drop this fucking far

Why do they bark shit at me like they growl or rawr

I guess I’m not the only one who’s weeks is in the dark

Adolescenst inside prison with books is always open

So then people can have other's confidence stolen

Like self-esteem

All we do are selfish schemes like people are struggling and coping

They stop themselves I can save myself but I think pessimism is what I’m now owning


[Verse 2]

Now every tear is gone I can’t cry no more

I just sit around and do nothing so therefore

Negative as fuck while still doing unfinished business

They’re pissed off for unknown reasons I can’t really fit in isn't

It so random you fuck with dumb people admit it it’s shit

How they treat you like shit just fucking listen didn’t

It start when you pissed them off forget it shit it’s

Just people changing in time or they don’t like you is it then pick it

Change is scary but I know that I'm going through it

And it wasn’t like I never even knew shit

It sucks how it’s just like that is just stupid

Make it end I hope my life isn’t ruined


[Outro]

Hope it's not ruined, it's just people changing in time. Raspo beats. Like myself