It's a way of recovering what I lost in the Vicodin

When I began, I tried to make it right, but it went wrong

And then it's hard to unravel the knots in your heart

It's an escape, a secret love when God won't listen anymore, all I think

God, I've done too much damage to my body

It's hard when you feel like your world was made to cave

For way too long, I kept holding on

But now, I'm tired of everything

I try to ignore the fact that I can't breathe anymore

Back then, we had a good run when I was sober, but it's all gone

And if you can't understand

I was good at everything

Dear love, they took the best part of me

In my life, I've felt so distracted

Afraid to start again

Alcohol burns like a bombshell

I died, put the morphine on the medicine spinner

Oh my God, I've done too much damage to my body

It's hard when you feel like your world was made to cave

For way too long, I kept holding on

But now, I'm tired of everything

When the finger slip, you can forget me holding on

Now, I'm tired of everything

I try to ignore the fact that I can't breathe anymore

Back then, we had a good run when I was sober, but it's all gone

And if you can't understand

I was good at everything

Dear love, they took the best part of me

I try to ignore the fact that I can't breathe anymore

Back then, we had a good run when I was sober, but it's all gone

And if you can't understand

I was good at everything

Dear love, they took the best part of me

Coming through the hallway bleeding out my nose

Nobody ever understands anymore

I couldn't change, you couldn't take time but I don't care

You motherfuckers never cared