I’m broken and my heart can’t go much longer

Shaken! And my legs can’t go much farther (Oh)

I’m stuck here, and the darkness growing stronger

And my heartbeat, is drowning out my trauma (Oh)

I see you lurking, your skin smells so familiar

(I know) You’ll hurt me, I’ve scarred enough to feel you (Oh)

I cry! But I’m learning how to deal here

My smile- is fragile but pain site right beneath it (Oh)

You’re needing me

You’re wanting me

You’re watching me (oh)

You’re to me, I feel like you’re haunting me!

Can’t even sleep

It’s hard to breathe

Won't let me leave

(oh) x4

(Poem)

I, at times, am forgetful that there are things that are bigger than me

That mountains don't change in size because I have grown in ego

Cause my sense of self, built out of straw, has collapsed and we are all around to watch my tragedy

For this I am clumsy- merely

Klutzy between the border of comfort and insanity

I, at times, thumb tack my emotions to the office calendar

And daily watch how people notice my demise

I know they saw how far my east is from my west

How there was no center in the compass

Compassionless creatures

And I beg of you

If you you’re listening

Give me a map

Because I'm lost

And you are bigger than me

I feel trampled by all of your footsteps

And there is no scream loud enough to make you listen

Or maybe it's just me

Maybe I feel a little entitled to the usage of my humanity

Sometimes life is racing by just a bit too fast and I am not quick enough to grasp it; and I am not strong enough to deal with that at times...

And still, it’s almost like I don't have a choice

Cause Who in their right mind

I mean who’s in the right

Mine falls apart

Although life has never altered

And mountains don't change in height because my ego has switched its size

And I know

But I feel really small right now

And from down here

I am nothing left but tragedy

Collapsing, clumsily

All klutz and comfort

Lost with no map

No center

Unpinning the thumbtacks brutally

But there is one surviving concept

The one tangible moral I found myself competent enough to wiggle through the cracks of this depraved lifetime

There are always things bigger than you

So if you are falling apart

Do it in the ease of your own loneliness