[Chorus]

I don't wanna feel like I lost you

80 milligram Oxycontin

Promising relief from this horrible dream

When you wake up, it’s still not gone

You're so fucking ugly when you’re nodding

80 milligram Oxycontin

You don't need to be who I want you to be, but you’re so hard for me to love…

[Verse 1]

Lately I'm feeling insane

Tryin to argue and tell you these opiates ain't for emotional pain

I know it kills it the same

I keep on bangin' my fist on the door

You nodded out after sending a text that was sayin you don’t wanna live anymore

Later they’d tell me that you would’ve died if you stayed up and took any more

Try to ignore

Likе it ain't happened at all but I swore I

Wouldn't put up with this morе times

I don’t wanna love you to death, I see

You hit the bottom and fell through

Hit the next floor and fell through it too

I don't know how I can help you

When you don't help too

But I’ll sit here and hold you again

And tell you everything is okay

I just wanna know you again

Promise me that you're gonna stay

[Chorus]

I don't wanna feel like I lost you

80 milligram Oxycontin

Promising relief from this horrible dream

When you wake up, it’s still not gone

You're so fucking ugly when you’re nodding

80 milligram Oxycontin

You don't need to be who I want you to be, but you’re so hard for me to love

[Verse 2]

And you say not to call the police, I know, I know

But when I'm worried it gets harder to sleep, I don’t, I don’t

I been so moment to moment I don’t know

How i been managing all the high to lows

Then I start poppin' a couple just to see

And I got hooked on em too, i knew that i was at risk

Watching you battle it mom, I know I’m your kid

I saw what it did, and this the same exact spot you were in

Now I need you to hold me again

And tell me everything is okay

Like you did when I was a kid

Promise me that you’re gonna stay

[Chorus]

I don't wanna feel like I lost you

80 milligram Oxycontin

Promising relief from this horrible dream

When you wake up it’s still not gone

You're so fucking ugly when you’re nodding

80 milligram Oxycontin

Running through the leaves of this family tree

Plucking everyone off slow