Aimlessly searching for anything

Anything to make me feel

What lied before me paralyzed me to my core

A sinking feeling in a weightless world

They told me fear was not the enemy

Well I guess I wasn't used to the company

My mind is an open casket

Don't get too close

Or you'll fall victim too

'Cause I am a lost cause

A desperate excuse of a man

With no where to go but an early grave

As all the air escapes my lungs

The sound of silence fills the room

The initial sting settled in

Deep enough to follow me in my sleep

Detach all of me

Detach every string in my heart

Make me lose all connections to everything

I don't want to feel anymore

Anymore

Anymore

A recollection

Of a dim room with worn walls

Where I saw you, low

Fear came into the room

Stood over me and looked into my red coursed eyes

It gripped me by the throat

Show me everything I didn't want to know

I'll never be the same again