Reloaded, I'm redosing, Ego, baby, I'm always pouring potent

So sick got 500 diagnosis, need to numb it all, heart slowing

No, I can't ever love, my heart's frozen, I can't leave it all broken

Just get higher and numb emotions, just rewire the mind's coding

Nothing is certain, can't ask for perfect

Sometimes I just feel so worthless, sometimes it's all just hurting

Tryna find a way, a purpose, before I fall off the surface

And getting high is all that's working, demonic form I can't be turning

If I gotta, fuck it, I'm still serving, all my haters nerds, prolly still virgin

Life hurts, that's why I'm off like 20 percs

Dont fuck with Ego, he cursеd, I used to sleep with the dirt

Nodding off on evеry single verse, look like I'm on dope at the concert

Enjoy life, can't let it get worse, I made like 20k just off my shirts

No lie and I still can't die, even off of all these pills and pints I'm fine

Popping pills, bitch, I ain't snorting lines, Jones Soda, fuck around and pour a five

(Really, really don't know how I'm still alive)

Reloaded, I'm redosing, Ego, baby, I'm always pouring potent

So sick got 500 diagnosis, need to numb it all, heart slowing

No, I can't ever love, my heart's frozen, I can't leave it all broken

Just get higher and numb emotions, just rewire the mind's coding

Another crib I trapped out got evicted, nothing left now except my addictions

In the hotel suite on 6 prescriptions, made a lot of poor decisions

Ain't goin back on the streets, fuck my critics, can't die, can't be another statistic

So sick, shout out my physicians, shout out the real heads for listening

She say she wanna taste my curse, baby girl, you never wanna feel this hurt

She wanted percs, now I'm in her purse, wasn't anything worth stealing, I'm the worst

Ah, fuck, I made like 20k just off my shirts, and these Dior, no, they ain't no fucking converse

Dreamside 2099, too late for converts, we done all the dirt, shush, shush, don't get hurt