Jaded

By Ef95023

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Cause Back when I didn’t have money for gas

Or Much less a car I could put it in

You [al]ready saw what it coulda been

Everyday u did me good again

And Now I roll up on my own

And nothing pop up on my phone

I might never make it back into her life but I’m still gonna pay off all her student loans

And never have I been a drinker

But lately the bottle been talking

Tell myself that it won’t be often

I was born in the sauce can’t be lost in

And all that I am in these words

Need everyone saying Em now

There’s No time for playing around

Take my heart and I’m laying it down

It’s hard not to think bout you

And all of them things we’d be

If I ain’t put the blame on me

Put a stain on me

Ride with the pain on me

Ice cold not a chain on me

Got scripts like an actor

Same black vans and a black shirt

Popping these percs like my back hurt

Cocktail master

All of these wrongs feel right

Making these songs all night cause

Everything around me feeling jaded

Always think about her when I’m faded

Sitting at the edge and I’m debating

Pushed away the one that coulda saved me

Everything around me feeling jaded

Always think about her when I’m faded

Sitting at the edge and I’m debating

Pushed away the one that coulda saved me

Now I’m gone off of this tussin

And Thinking bout when we was loving

And missing the image

Been dreaming I never had limits

But when Im daydreaming u in it

My love is still witcha

I Still got the slipper it fit ya

How u out frame u the picture

Need vodka and spritzer

Or something to help w the rain

Got some of u stuck in my veins

Now I’m on the road

Doing 120 in the fast lane

Got a lil mountain in the ashtray

Young way fast way

Treating every day like my last day

Chasing then rubber bands

Understand

Tryna find the calm in the crazy

Well aware everything a maybe

The thang sun keep rising

And this thing life goes on

So all I do is sing this song

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Everything around me feeling jaded

Always think about her when I’m faded

Sitting at the edge and I’m debating

Pushed away the one that coulda saved me