(Hook}

(Verse 1)

To think this all started with a simple crush

Except that simple crushed my soul

And sent me down a spiral

I started thinking every minute was my final

Throw on a classic vynl

And start talking about a rifle

Then maybe it’ll be sign for

What I’m going through

But know one thought shit

It’s like me as a person has been punched & kicked in a ditch

And there wasn't even a switch

To turn off

I’ve had enough

Sick of people thinking I’m tough

Fucker I just wanna give up

Depression in me rising up

I was always told to just shut up

Maybe I’ll do that in a tub

Wrist slit with the water above

People thinking I was gonna bluff

Never looked at me the same

When I went to school with scars next to my veins

Yeah

I’ve never been the same since that day

Now I sit here with depression on my face

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(Verse 2)

And just when I think I’m free

Another girl I fell for just left me in the deep

I wanna escape from all this pain

Jump out of a plane

And skydive till the wind brushes me away

Just please let me decay

I can see now when I’m gone people say hurray

And I’ll be glad cuz my whole life I’ve been lead astray

I feel like a stray

I don’t belong with people

It really should be just me and a needle

Cuz even that would be more peaceful

This disease I have is lethal

And it’s effecting more people

But I just feel so alone

While writing this at home

The state of my depression is unknown

But it’s not, cuz it ain’t there

I’m just self diagnosed

Cuz when I talk about it, people just oppose

At this state not even god knows

And I don’t give a fuck anymore I just wanna go

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