(Verse 1)

I gotta curse that I can’t disperse

One that puts me deep in the dirt

And causes me nothing but hurt

Drains me of all of my worth

Thought I found a cure

But it was only a lure

I don’t know how much more I can endure

I thought I had her for sure

Guess I didn’t realise that nothing these days is secure

I’m probably just immature

Plus my brain is obscure

May aswell learn French just so I can say au revoir

Cuz I ain’t getting no where in life if I ain’t mature

Jacking off life like feeling premature

If your worried lemme reassure you

The time will come just like your curfew

When you’ll finally realise your total value

Wait I’ve had this feeling before must be dajevu

Cuz I know none of what I say will come true

I’m conversing with you

Thought I had a good view

But I knew

That this phase in my life will undo

And put me back in the place that I’m used to

(Hook)

I think I need to eject

Cuz this rap game is like a drug I’m tryna inject

Think I need to look in my mind to reflect

And disconnect

Then reconnect

Let my thoughts come back and recollect

Never again will I let

All these girls affect

Me

Cuz my mind is set to one subject

How to get out of the feeling called reject

And escape from the path of wreck

(Verse 2)

Right now I think I’m down in the slumps

Can’t find a way to get up and over these bumps

I think I’m stumped

I just wanna jump

Out of my reality

And actually

Live a life without casualty

And casually

Be able to think rationally

And take it slow

So my head doesn’t blow

I think I need to analys the flow

Of my life

And the bars that I write

Every rap I make doesn’t feel right

Like I’m missing something that’s already in my sight

I talk to myself at night

Wondering why I still fight

Everyone around me

“we get it you just wanna die

How bout you just take the knife”

Get outta my head I’m tryna survive

I dont know why i have this drive

In my brain that’s telling me to keep on

Maybe I just need to keep writing these songs

Even if my death is just prolonged

I knew I never belonged

These people they got it wrong

Thinking that I’m smiling because I’m strong

But I’m doing it cuz I’m weak

And I’m scared to even speak

Like a duck with no beak

I just feel incomplete

(Hook)

I think I need to eject

Cuz this rap game is like a drug I’m tryna inject

Think I need to look in my mind to reflect

And disconnect

Then reconnect

Let my thoughts come back and recollect

Never again will I let

All these girls affect

Me

Cuz my mind is set to one subject

How to get out of the feeling called reject

And escape from the path of wreck

(Verse 3)

I don’t why I’m tryna make this rap a career

When really all it’s doing is interfering

My life path is veering

Off the clif I am nearing

Spilling my guts and just tearing

The pain won’t stop

It’s nonstop

Hurts so bad I’m gonna drop

It’s like my time span has been cropped

And chopped

Wish there was an option to opt

In or out

Cuz I be outta this town

Seeking a new destination

Where I don’t look like a clown

Cuz right now I’m in the ground

Don’t feel like another round

In the ring of life

Like expected I spiraled down

I don’t want a fucking crown

I just want someone to relate to what I write

And make there path go from dark to light

Save them with all of my might

I ain’t trying to be a knight

I just want them to realise that they gotta fight

For there life

Otherwise they won’t end up with a wife

Or there own family

At that point they will never live happily

If there gone

Everyone around them will mourn

And I don’t want that

No

(Hook)

I think I need to eject

Cuz this rap game is like a drug I’m tryna inject

Think I need to look in my mind to reflect

And disconnect

Then reconnect

Let my thoughts come back and recollect

Never again will I let

All these girls affect

Me

Cuz my mind is set to one subject

How to get out of the feeling called reject

And escape from the path of wreck