[Intro]

I don’t ever wanna find a love to make me suicide

All damn I never thought I’d live to see you satisfied

[Verse 1]

I just dropped an album nigga but I’m never satisfied

Back to back I’m on the pad my pen and wrist about to glide

I don’t ever take my time I’m doing time I’m dead inside

K on me and they don’t leave I’m bumping waves up in my ride

I’m authentic least I think it I be playing with contraband

On a trip I’m tripping searching for myself to understand

How I live I’m living slow mo got my future in my hands

Dreaming up a real life that don’t exist my contraband

[Chorus x2]

I don’t ever wanna find a love to make me suicide

All damn I never thought I’d live to see you satisfied

I don’t like it when I freeze I heard it helps to visualize

All day I switch and go you know you’d never recognize

[Verse 2]

Take a look I got a fire deep inside of me

It be hot just like Maliah know you hearing me

Fresh to death erupt and check I’m burning knowingly

Cut my hand off cause it hurts and it’s annoying me

Self destruction back in action kills my enemies

Run up with the (click click) got you begging on your knees

And the music is so calming that’s my remedy

Hit the mic and mix the 8 and add the melody

[Chorus x2]

I don’t ever wanna find a love to make me suicide

All damn I never thought I’d live to see you satisfied

I don’t like it when I freeze I heard it helps to visualize

All day I switch and go you know you’d never recognize



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