[Intro]

I blew

All the notes

Scribed in sand

That you wrote me

I don't plan

To hold hands

With a man

That's the bane of me

I hit a, low

Lost a smooth, flow

Feelin too, faux

Now I'm talkin to things I see

Oh

You just don't, know

Why it all, goes

When I say bye to the things i think

So, I lost all my hope

Down the drain, it blows

Watch the pipes corrode

I'm goin to waste

I'll sell my organs today

Bitter bleak cold awaits

The brumal starts to numb me away

[Verse 1]

I missed my high a while ago

But I'm still reaching brand new lows

And I don't know if I can take it anymore

I guess a test could make us sure

And I don't know if it's a good idea

And I don't know if I could even follow through

But all I know is if I ever see ya

I'll make sure to let you know how much I love you

[Pre-Chorus]

It's something I don't know how to fight

It's something I see in my dreams every night

The thought of solace from you makes me cry

Me cry

[Verse 2]

Another shot in the void

Drain me out, null the things I enjoy

And I don't know if its my fault

And I don't know if I can finish strong

Break out, can't feel nothin

Take 12, can't understand

If I'm even me

What's wrong with you, what's in your head

Passed out all on my bed

Will you ever see

[Pre-Chorus]

Break me down to the pain you felt

Say the things I said, hope it does you well

Really hope you wait for the pain to be dealt

Hope you don't fuel hate, but just fuel your hell

I don't understand

What's your reasons for this

Just hold me in your grasp

(So if I die, I wanna go in your hands)

[Chorus]

Let my soul churn and wallow

Don't know if I'll make it tomorrow

Without your face (Interlocking with mine)

When your gone, I feel so hollow

I can't drink a drop without you

Being at my place (My head slams in a wall)

[Outro]

Maybe that's just how it's supposed to be