savior - Intellectual

[Chorus]

I lost all hope for myself, tryna cope with my health

After all that I felt, I told my nigga, "Hope you well"

Option C under my belt, fuck the world, I'm stuck in Hell

I just don't think I'll be free, I just got some shit to tell

Keep on drownin' in the deep, things I never thought I'd mean

Feelings I can't ever fight, monsters trapped inside my dreams

Tryin' hard to get my peace, tryin' hard to be complete

Listen to the shit I make but never hear the words I speak, yeah

(Ayy, shh) Do this— (Yeah) Do this— (Ayy)

Do this shit for all my brothers, my momma, I told her, "We trill"

I'm out here fightin' for it, I swear it get harder to feel

I lost belief in myself, but my mirror make me feel real

I'm out here bikin' for real, I'm out here cryin' for real

I'm out here tryin' my hardest, just to get my time to heal

Just to get some time to chill, just to get back from the thrill

Just to find myself for real, just to find myself for real

Gaia hold my hand, fucked up off this shit again

Migraine 'boutta force my pen, all these actions got me bent

The passion, traction fucked my friends, fashion ain't the same

If it was up to me a fraction of my problems would be gone, and then

Some, fuck some ones, have a drink in the sun

Sat in Akron, nothin' fun, cash transactions for my hun

Golden Saxton weigh a ton, no reaction, feelin' nun'

What I did can't be undone, all this shit make me feel like