macbook - Intellectual

There for you no matter the weather

Keep this to myself while i hold myself together

I know im bad im sorry, been tryna be better

I hope you understand it all inside this letter

My shirt is steady gettin redder

Can't get my mind off all of the feelins in your sweater

All the tears, all the words that you said

Im wonderin if all the things i feel even matter

Was it all a lie?

Was i fibbin to myself whenever i hear you cry

I kept a lot from you, i wish that i could try

To tеll you how i felt instead of making you use your еyes (But i can't)

I was scared, i still feel terrified

I see all the damage, and it makes me wanna die

Somehow i still can't find the courage to say hi

I dont think that you would even wanna see me try

Wish i could understand

Wish i could be there for you, wish i could hold your hand

Universes passing, Id be a better man

But i can't dwell on that, i gotta force my hand

Just know that i just want you to feel good

I want you finding comfort, want you under a hood

Warmth inside of arms, without misunderstood

A patch of burning grass every place that i stood (Im fucking sorry)