Missed connections

Misconceptions

The fabric of life

Pulls in different directions

I’m not really sure

If you read my message

But Drifting apart

Was never my intention

I’ve been running

My whole damn life

Trying to make a connection

To say goodbye

Never stay in one place

For a long time

Always on the move

Catching airlines

The airport

Is my favorite place

Cause I get to leave it all behind

And forget about the pain

Ever since I was a child

I'vе been jumping on planes

See the world below mе

Slowly fade away

Lost my baggage

Or did I leave it behind

All the connections that I make

Always running out of time

Playing hide and seek

Why we so hard to find

Get up and move on

And I hope you don’t mind

The best thing is

Im stuck with myself

Someone who really doesnt

Give a fuck about my mental health

Someone who is lazy to the point of self destruction

I guess i don't really need a self introduction

I keep on writing these soliloquies

Trying to figure out who I

Really really really want to be

It's difficult to realize I don't like what I see

How do I actually come to terms with living with me?

Been lying to myself

For so damn long

The only time I spill the truth

Is in these songs

As if writing them down on paper

Will right these wrongs

It's always good to hit yourself

With a few truth bombs

But

I lost the plot

And I forgot my lines

I can't believe that

I missed all the goddamn signs

My world's a stage

And I fell off mine

Dont worry

I always say that ill be fine

Maybe you and I

Were never went to be

Did everyone else here

Get the script, except me?

It's like I missed the memo

That were flipping the page

We're at the end of the chapter

I guess I got there late

I feel out of place

Like i'm on the wrong show

I try to act my part

Smiling in the photos

Pretend like im happy

Even though i feel low

Every interaction

Feels like a Quid pro quo

I feel like I'm lost

Can you hand me a map

Can we go through the whole story

And fill in the gaps

I wish I wasn't here

Writing these raps

But i need a manifesto

To get a and pass

Metamorphosis

It's all the rage

But now i look in the mirror

And ask “is that all that i gave?”

Looking to the future

It's always hard

Cause if hindsight is 2020

Is seeing now barred?

When does it end?

When does it end?

Can I just keep flying if I just pretend?

When does it end?

When does it end?

Can I just keep flying if I just pretend?

Ever airport

A familiar friend

Every passport

Let’s renew this all again

Visa and stamps from

End to end

Third culture kid

And I learned how to blend

Child of immigrants

And they showed me a way

But now the worlds changed

It's a brand new day

Mom always said

Dont be shy and play

Go seize the day and

Jump into the fray