Gravity - Intellectual

[Verse 1]

I wanted you to be the last thing on my mind

I wanted you to be the reason I close my eyes

But I can't sleep and, oh, God, I wanted to be your high

But everything I said went unheard

And everything you saw with eyes straight blurred became our downfall

'Cause you say I drink, and I smoke, and I talk too much

But I know, you lie when you said, "You just gotta go and save yourself"

So hear me out

You know, everybody talks, girl, and it means nothing 'til you let it

But if you keep second-guessing, then there's only gonna be one end

You can leave if you really want to

And you can run if you feel you have to

Now, I'll be fine if you ever ask me

I know it's hard, but no one said it's easy

Falling's easy, but there's only one way up

So I've been thinking that I think too much

And I can't sleep, but I can dream of us

And I've been seeing shit like horror cuts

It's burning down, I gotta drown this out

And you said, you need me to let this go

But it's who I am, or am I just losing it?

'Cause you said, "Jump," and I went first

But falling's always been my downfall

And you say I drink, and I smoke, and I talk too much

But I know, you lie when you said that you just had enough and, "Save yourself"

So hear me out

You know everybody talks, girl, and it means nothing 'til you let it

And if you keep second-guessing, then there's only gonna be one end

But you can leave if you really want to

And you can run if you feel you have to

And I can drink if I feel I have to

I know it's hard, but I can't feel like I used to

Like I used to

'Cause I used to defy gravity, defy gravity

Goodbyes keep dragging me down

And I'm fighting gravity, defying gravity

And I try, but I keep falling

'Cause falling's easy, but it only brings you down