I feel worthless

What the hell is this

The devil won’t kill me

He will never draw me

Draw my attention

I have so much tension in my life

Trying my best, nothing less, to get it right

Gotta fight for my life, or I’ma be dead by the end of the night

Life is a black hole for me

I never knew what the hell was wrong with me

For the better I hide myself and who I am

So that nobody has to see the face of Satan

I don’t want anyone down, especially not my girlfriend

She means too much to me, I’m not having her life bend

I’m not trying to hurt anybody

But I cry at night thinking I hurt you, I’m sorry

Wish I could be with you all the time but I can’t

I know that one day I’ma kill myself and be dead

Waiting for the day that I know I’m gonna die

Waiting for the day I know my time is nye

No girl please do not cry

Even when I’m dead, I’ll still be by your side

I swear to god if I don’t reach the day

Where I hear them say, you may kiss the bride

I know I’m gonna have to confide

I know my life is a knot I cannot untie

I feel worthless

What the hell is this

The devil won’t kill me

He will never draw me

Draw my attention

Have so much tension in my life

Trying my best, nothing less, to get it right

Gotta fight for my life, or ima be dead by the end of the night

I feel so alone, even when I’m on the phone

My momma always used to always tell me watch that tone

Sometimes I don’t really care, I might as well break a bone

Bitch you’re not Medusa, you can’t turn me to stone

You are not me, I don’t have a clone

I don’t have a twin, my life’s in a bin

I don’t really know what I did to deserve this sin

It feels like my whole life is finished

I’m not goin to the top, I’m just in the business

Killing myself, breaking my soul everyday

I ain’t just here to play

I’m trying to find out how to do this in the most harsh

I feel worthless

What the hell is this

The devil won’t kill me

He will never draw me

Draw my attention

Have so much tension in my life

Trying my best, nothing less, to get it right

Gotta fight for my life, or ima be dead by the end of the night