Wake up in the morning I’m sad

Feeling everyday is bad

Is it annoying, more than just a tad

Trying my best not to be like my dad

I can’t stand it anymore, I will not open this door

I’m the only one my girl can own

I am the only guy besides her dad to call her phone

My mind has blown

This ain’t heaven, it’s hell with a smile

All of my friends, they all know I’m in denial

Doctors looking it up but there ain’t a file

On my emotions, it ain’t reliable source

I hate certain things in my life of course

My sister like KSI, riding a horse

If the devil tryna mess with mе

I’m gonna have to use force

All thе haters nowadays, I don’t trust them

I wanna shoot myself, but I’ma be here to the bitter end

My heart is ready to descend

I promised to my girlfriend I’d be her Ken

She ain’t fake, she ain’t plastic like a Barbie

I’m trying not to hurt you I’m sorry

I love it when you’re here, gnarly

Yes I know the Barbie came from the song Matt Hardy

Lord please save me, it’s dark

I’m down here just tearing myself apart

Racing myself through life, Mario Kart

I’ve been tryna kill myself since the start

Wake up in the morning I’m sad

Feeling everyday is bad

Is it annoying, more than just a tad

Trying my best not to be like my dad

I can’t stand it anymore, I will not open this door

I’m the only one my girl can own

I am the only guy besides her dad to call her phone

My mind has blown

Living life trying to find the purpose

At least I’m not gonna die off the perkys

Trying to find out how to get to the surface

But I always feel nervous

Getting to the surface from hell

Please God help me I’m suffering as you can tell

I’m begging you I will kneel

I promise this album will sell

If you give me a chance, I will take that dance

I remember watching SML, I loved Lance

Move slower, your movin too fast, well I can’t

I’m just trying to find land

She ain’t fake, she ain’t plastic like a Barbie

I’m trying not to hurt you I’m sorry

I love it when you’re here, gnarly

Yes I know the Barbie came from the song Matt Hardy

Lord please save me, it’s dark

I’m down here just tearing myself apart

Racing myself through life, Mario Kart

I’ve been tryna kill myself since the start

Wake up in the morning I’m sad

Feeling everyday is bad

Is it annoying, more than just a tad

Trying my best not to be like my dad

I can’t stand it anymore, I will not open this door

I’m the only one my girl can own

I am the only guy besides her dad to call her phone

My mind has blown