[Verse 1]

I caught a sickness and they don't know the name of it

I flew to Paris tryin' to get away, mm

I drown my sadness, embarrassed by the shame of it

But all it seems to do is magnify the pain

[Pre-Chorus]

I wish I was a strong boy, head in the sand

If I were them, I would be the man

And my lips are searchin' for what happiness is

I'm draggin' my feet, tryin' to breathe again

[Chorus]

Yeah, I'm tryna feel amazin'

Yeah, but I can't get out of my way and

Yeah, wish I could feel amazin'

But this is all that I can feel today

[Verse 2]

I tore the page and I put all of my weight on it

So I could stop it, tryin' to blow away, mm

The darkest days, well, I got all I could take from them

Startin' to think it'll never change

[Pre-Chorus]

I see my life is planned in front of me

And I don't need to do a thing just because I can

And my friends are talkin' like, "What's happened to him?"

I'm draggin' my feet, tryin' to breathe again, ayy

[Chorus]

Yeah, I'm tryna feel amazin'

Yeah, but I can't get out of my way and

Yeah, wish I could feel amazin'

But this is all that I can feel today and

Yeah, I'm tryna feel amazin'

Yeah, but I can't get out of my way and

Yeah, wish I could feel amazin'

But this is all that I can feel today

[Verse 3]

I'm tryin' to think, at the same time, tryin' to say somethin'

Can't switch off my brain, so don't meditate

Every time I crack a smile, I can sense another tear comin'

That's kind of weird, but what can I say?

[Pre-Chorus]

I know I'm on the edge and one push of the wind

Will send me flyin' deep into the unknown

I guess this is the time to let 'em all in

'Cause nothin' is worse than when you hit the low, and

[Chorus]

Yeah, I'm tryna feel amazin'

Yeah, but I can't get out of my way and

Yeah, wish I could feel amazin'

But this is all that I can feel today and

Yeah, I'm tryna feel amazin'

Yeah, but I can't get out of my way and

Yeah, wish I could feel amazin'

But this is all that I can feel today, yeah

[Outro]

Yeah, this is all that I can feel today

Yeah, this is all that I can feel today