Who am I fooling

Besides myself

She sees straight through me

I wish I could as well

'Cause I long to be worthy

Of this love that we built

So I’m asking for mercy

While I fix myself

I’m begging you please, dear

Give me a moment to gather my thoughts

'Cause I’m tired and I’m lost

But I’m still here right by your side

When the morning unveils

But it still hurts like hell so I’m

Begging God to grant me the strength

To change all that I can

And the wisdom to know what I can’t

She was an anchor

And I’m lost in a sea

Of my fear and my anchor

With a heart I can’t heal

But someday I’ll deserve her

And hold her love like a shield

Against the coldest of winters

And the doubt that bites at my heels

I’m begging you please, dear

Give me a moment to gather my thoughts

'Cause I’m tired and I’m lost

But I’m still here right by your side

When the morning unveils

But it still hurts like hell so I’m

Begging God to grant me the strength

To change all that I can

And the wisdom to know who I am

So if you take my hand

Can we start this all over again