A Final Word

By Ed Prosek

On California

Released on 2012

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So pick me up and sow me back together again

With two years gone I wake up right where I began

But I still dream of you each night

And I have changed, I am no longer the boy you thought you knew

And I don't deserve anything but the brutal truth

But you won't tell me now I've gone

So with these words, I bid farewell to the best years I've ever had

And you're still young, it won't be hard for you to find

A better man, than I have ever been in all this time

But you were right when you said I'd be leaving you behind

But I didn't plan it out, and I'm sorry that I kicked you while you were down

I broke these chains and I escaped but I've never felt so trapped

And it breaks my heart to know you'd ever think of me like that

I haven't been myself in weeks

I'm sorry darling it's been rough, but we'll make it out alive

And I can't thank you enough, 'cause you made me

A better man, than I ever thought that I could be

But I don't know if I believe you were in love with me

'Cause I loved you so much, and it killed me that I wasn't worth your trust

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