I Don't remember

How I felt before

Strong aversion

Painted on mirrors

Will I be freed

From these visions of horror

What's the sense

Of all of this ?

Who Will guide me ?

These thoughts remain

Feed the pain

I still wonder why

How I got this far ?

I saw fear in your eyes

And then I...

How could I ?

Every morning

It's staring at me

Whispering to me

A struggle within

I'm staring at myself

As if written on my face

No one should know

This uneasy feeling

All hell breaks loose

These thoughts remain

Feed the pain

I still wonder why

How I got this far ?

I saw fear in your eyes

And then I...

How could I ?

No, go away

No, go away

When I turn off the light

I can feel it, it wants to fight

Lord, my friends, anyone

I need your help, I didn't choose this fate

I know I'm guilty

I'm not eluding

My due, I'll pay

It won t leave me until I pass away

No, go away

No, go away

I can't move on

I'm blinded by my rage

I shall never escape from this prison

Forever alone with my rage

These thoughts remain

Feed the pain

I still wonder why

How I got this far ?

I saw fear in your eyes

And then I...

How could I ?