I've waited forever just to find a way

To safely deliver patience every day

And that's the saddest way to think

But it's the only way to me

Because I wasted time

Fighting my conscience

I said friends of mine

Are coming to my house

To get drunk and sing

And live in a dream

And I don't know

When I'll be at your house

I'm not the one you should blame

I'm just a piece of the puzzle you made

You're jaded, you're fading away

And God, it feels so good

To bеlieve it

I'm not the onе you should hate

I'm just a moving part of this life you've made

You're jaded, you're fading away

And God, it feels so good

To believe it

And all I say

Is "call out to me"

And they do

And I refrain

From doing a thing to harm you

Yeah the city's getting cold

And I don't wanna make you ride home alone

'Cause you'll be on your phone

Yeah, you're just like me

You'd use it to drown it out

And fetishize what you're down about

Yeah, it makes it distant

Makes it faker, makes a story

One you already told me

With different words and tune

I said friends of mine

Are coming to my house

To get drunk and sing

And stay in a dream

And I don't know

When I'll be at your house

Anytime now

I'm not the one you should blame

I'm just a piece of the puzzle you made

You're jaded, you're fading away

And God, it feels so good

To believe it

I'm not the one you should hate

I'm just a moving part of this suicide machine

You're jaded, you're fading away

And God, it feels so good

To be leaving

(Oh)

And all I say

Is "call out to me"

And they do

And I refrain

From doing a thing

To harm you

I'm not the one you should hate

Just love yourself every day