Released on July 29, 2022

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[Hook: dynastic]

I'd go through my motions

She'd roll up a joint

Something didn't click, I'd be feeling blue

She told me that I'm useless

Said "Baby, what’s the point?"

How can I still trust that she’s something new?

Words don’t scratch the surface

Pain's stuck on my tongue

My scars need time for healing

The smoke still coats my lungs

You still have an ego

And I’m still just a bitch

I’m still just a bitch


[Chorus: dynastic and DJ Re:Code]

I feel that things are worsening

My blood, it boils, it's curdling

Feelings so deep are surfacing

I lurch, my stomach's turning

Think of the past I'm circling

Of all the love and worshipping

I'm drowning, I'm gurgling

It can’t get worse from here

They're not the same

They're not the same as you

It can't be true

They're not the same

They're not the same

So why's my brain-

Stuck?

If you saw me, you didn't

I'm different, persistent, I'm driven

And not about to look back

The gears and

The pistons

Are grinding

Just listen

My heart is saying stop (heart is saying stop)


[Hook: dynastic]

I'd go through my motions

She'd roll up a joint

Something didn't click, I'd be feeling blue

She told me that I'm useless

Said "Baby, what’s the point?"

How can I still trust that she’s something new?

Words don’t scratch the surface

Pain's stuck on my tongue

My scars need time for healing

The smoke still coats my lungs

You still have an ego

And I’m still just a bitch

I’m still just a bitch


[Verse: dynastic and DJ Re:Code]

So, as I was saying

5, 4, 3, 2, 0

I wonder just how high this plane can go

Until the pressure makes it explode

Hello, hello, hello

I feel like things are worsening

Hold you back from breaking things

You know I don't wanna be your guard dog

But I gotta be

Fuck, I gotta talk myself out of this crush

Think I might've been in love with you

Crushing daisies in my hands

To ignite them in my head

Yeah I think my soul is growing up

But now my heart is dead

Yeah I saw you in my dreams

But I'd bet I'm imagining you


[Bridge: DJ Re:Code]

It's not your fault

It's not your fault

It's not your fault

It's not your fault


[Outro]

I know you saw

How I fell apart

And I won't fall for you