Released on March 1, 2024

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[Verse 1]

That hair means this

Those eyes mean that

The way your legs and arms and face look tell people that you're good or bad

Your hands are scary

Your teeth are mean

Your visible veins make people scream

Your hips are dumb, and the way you walk affects the way we hear you talk


[Chorus]

It's so embarrassing

The way bones and fat move me around

It's so embarrassing

The way vocal cords make my voice sound

I don't wanna go outside

Where people freely see and hear me

I wanna be neutral data being kindly judged by no one near me


[Verse 2]

Your posture makes you a creep

Your eyebrows make you weird

No one understands you, and the way clothes fit you makes you feared

Body shapes are windows to your brain and soul--your heart's a black hole

A look at you, and there is no doubt--I know what you think about


[Chorus]

It's so embarrassing

The way bones and fat move me around

It's so embarrassing

The way vocal cords make my voice sound

I don't wanna go outside

Where people freely see and hear me

I wanna be neutral data being kindly judged by no one near me


[Bridge]

I hate bodies

I hate habits

No one needs to think about me

My quirks hurt me every day

And in myself I'm forced to stay

The way I look don't match my thoughts

But my thoughts I also hate a lot

I wish I could be someone else

I don't ever wanna be myself--ooh

I wish I could start again as somebody else

Please, don't think about my body when I die


[Chorus]

It's so embarrassing

The way bones and fat move me around

It's new torture every day

The way vocal cords force me to sound

I don't wanna go outside

Where people freely see and hear me

I wanna be neutral data being kindly judged by no one near me